ugh. exams

so i have yet another reason for exams to be over:
my mom has talked to the landlord and now i just have to take him the paperwork. Im hoping to move in the weekend of the 18th-20th. Now that ive waited so long im not nealy as afraid as i was for this. now im just ready to do it. i cant wait.

"Id be lying if i told you losing you was something i could handle" -TWTA

3 months later and i still live at home. i knew it was longer than i wanted it to be but actually saying '3 months' makes it seem so long. i really do want to move out but i think im too scared. i hate that. i need to stop waiting for someone to take the step for me and do it myself.

Other than that, things are great. i feel so busy lately tho. it took me a few months but i think i've finally found a balance in school, work, friends, and (of course) the boy. (<--he's my favorite part of the craziness :) )

So here's #1...

My classes haven't started yet unlike all of you lakers & other new college freshman. They don't start until the second & i absolutely CAN'T WAIT!!!

The other new news is that i basically cant stand living at home any more. I need to get out! You all know about the ridiculously strict rules my parents have put on me. I know they do it because they love me and they want to keep me out of trouble, but seriously- I'm starting college in a week! They just don't seem to understand that I am an adult! I will make my own mistakes whether they have me on a leash or not. The closer they keep me now the father I'll run when they let me go.